To merely say that “I love books” would be an understatement. In my room at home, I have three floor to ceiling bookcases covered with books. In fact, I have so many books that I’ve started stacking them in front of the neatly lined rows of my bookshelves. I’ve even started commandeering room in other bookshelves in my house, like the one in my brother’s room and the one in my parents’ office. I’ve even got stacks of books on my floor, on my desk and on my dresser, because I just don’t have enough room to fit them all. So, what does one do when they have an addiction to books? Admit they have a problem in order to begin the recovery process? Who says I want to recover? Besides, I’m not hurting anyone or anything besides my wallet.
One of my bookshelves is full of books I haven’t even read yet. Regardless, I often find myself picking up a book or two when I browse the aisles of a bookstore. One of my favorite types of bookstores is one filled with old books. There’s a bookstore I had often passed on my way to visit my grandparents in Rhode Island and after much begging on my part, my boyfriend agreed to stop. One of my favorite smells in the world is the smell of books. When we entered the bookstore I took a deep breath and told my boyfriend how much I liked the smell of old books. He took a sniff and informed me that the aroma I found so enjoyable, in fact smelled like mold. This statement was also followed by an “I think I’m dating a crazy person” look.
My room at school looks very similar to my room at home, tons of books and not enough space to fit them all. Once, my environmental science major roommate walked into my room, looked at all the stacks of books and told me in a surprised voice that I had a lot of books for class. I responded that most of the books weren’t for class; I just read them for enjoyment. She was shocked that I had so many books for the purpose of reading for my own pleasure and that I actually had time to read them.
I sometimes get the feeling people find my obsession with books to be a little crazy. Yes, some of my quirks could be considered a little eccentric, for example, I cringe at the thought of bending a books cover or writing on the pages. My little brother once ripped a page of a book he had borrowed and bought me a new one, because he was afraid of how I would react. I assure you though, I’m not as crazy as I sound and I try to keep my addictive tendencies to a minimum. Even though I love the smell of books you won’t find me lurking in the aisles of a bookstore thumbing through pages frantically, and taking big whiffs to get my fix. Even I’ll admit that would be a little creepy. What can I say though, if being addicted to books is wrong, I don’t want to be right.












